I wrote this, can you help me with some feedback? i really need it.?

I know the pain your in as i am also going thorugh the same. in tears everyday looking for a hope to live in this god forsacan world. I wish your close to me to share our experiances. remember your the special one. people been hurting me all my life i thought that someone going to be there for me this time but she left me with the big hole i wana die i wana die i wana die i want to die,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,tears